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I'm 30
It's easier to find another way
When things get tough
It's easier to just walk away
Rather than putting in the work
I'll go the pub to procrastinate
Started when I was 18
Get it done later
I'm fucking 30 now
And shit still isn't finished
When I finally seeked help
I got prescriptions to seal my fate
When the effects wear down
I lye in the gutter again
Back to where I started
Under a mountain of debt
Regret
Can't afford to move on
Don't save me
Let me decay
I don't wanna grow up
Or ever face
another god damn fucking day
For fuck sake ...
When things get tough
It's easier to just walk away
Rather than putting in the work
I'll go the pub to procrastinate
Started when I was 18
Get it done later
I'm fucking 30 now
And shit still isn't finished
When I finally seeked help
I got prescriptions to seal my fate
When the effects wear down
I lye in the gutter again
Back to where I started
Under a mountain of debt
Regret
Can't afford to move on
Don't save me
Let me decay
I don't wanna grow up
Or ever face
another god damn fucking day
For fuck sake ...
Published 4th Sep 2022
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5th Sep 2022 5:53am
Dear U,
Hard write to read without wanting to both give a hug and a nudge to move forward. I think you have bravely shared a raw and honest accounting of what is going on just now. I think many of us can relate to these feelings. H🌷
Hard write to read without wanting to both give a hug and a nudge to move forward. I think you have bravely shared a raw and honest accounting of what is going on just now. I think many of us can relate to these feelings. H🌷
5th Sep 2022 11:32am
