Fallen Darkness

Writing in a darkness
All feelings suppressed,
She always running in my mind
Making noxious, turning me depressed.
I hope... it all gets over soon
Cause everyday I'm getting more attach,
But you running away far
Giving me scars and ignoring me,
Calling them tiny scratch.

Fallen darkness over me
Suppressing my feelings,
When I imagine you embracing me with love
I see all my wounds healing.

But everything is fake, false
Imaginary world
And Imaginary is this all
Whatever is this
This is my world small
I'm living, surviving and dying
Yelling, screaming, falling
It's all here, here in my small world
I can live with you here forever, never
Let you go off my sight.
Can cuddle you forever
Sit with you and watch stars all night
Can kiss you, embrace you with my love tears
Can open my heart to you,
Show you all my strengths and all my fears.

That's why I'm living in this fake, false
Imaginary world
Living, surviving and dying
Yelling, screaming and crying
Trying my best to keep myself alive
Now fallen darkness over me
Suppressing my feelings.