Edge Of Nostalgia

You scribbled over my heart. And so I lost my chart.
 I was afraid to lose you,and here I am - standing on the edge of a cliff
and ready to jump. The blossoms of my soul died in the dark.

 They have pieces of my broken heart.
 I leaned onto you and you made me fall on my back.
Your hug felt like an emotional spark. But then life pulled us apart.

We were like peanut butter and jelly.
Now everyone thinks I'm crazy. But they didn't even let me explain.
 i am just in a lot of pain. There's nothing you can gain.

Every word I say makes me feel shame.
One day I am going to change my name.
 But I might never feel the fame. For us life is just a game.

No, crazy people are not lame.
You just forbid them to tell their name.
 Inside they can be stronger,even in flame.

 Because they already burned their skin.
 There's nothing left to burn. All emotions can be wiped with a gun.
No matter in your mind or your heart,

Everything inside you is falling apart.
Despite that you are afraid to tell me.
 I can help,so don't blame me.

 If support is what you need,I'm here for you.
Please, let me heal you.