Still I'm Happy.......Within

I did not play pro ball
Of any type but it's okay
I'm now 41 but still great
I do be at my skill of potray

Potray that u are this character
Within this story u tell
Be put other names upon
The characters to fiction it ah well

My dream of being a father
With a luving wife and children
Did not surface as expected
Because I myself chose to be rejected

The rejected life is only better
To the religious who lives fresh air
And I living fresh air u do enjoy it
With the same as the air breathe u share

Sometimes I felt like I didn't care
Whether the next day could come
And then I stopped about that all
Mix tonic water homeless with rum

This crack gave me a piece of mind
My damn enemies couldn't understand
Because they could never find me
Even within their own ah land

And this liquid crack
Said u be so feared
A stay away order was
Signed by the opposite teams

From even each other with them
Dying old so ah separately
And though it seemed like I did
I actually let it ah stay this individually

Out living my enemies was none
Problem with no injuries to my side
I'm a muthafukan thug awetly
Within this I ah confide

Talking to my pain and my hurt
Writing poetry and stories of this be
Sometimes they are ah stored away
Other times being giving to the industry

Musicians such as artist Chris Brown
Who truly in my works believed
Then he reveals to be my lil bro
But insist on paying instead of for free

I'm still happy within this dark
Mind I sit within ah state
Knowing my attitude only supports
Helping him and his connection's ah fate

Homeless I be within the city
He lives coming off tour
He'll find me at the museum he owns
And pay me what he owes for sure

I still will try to get around it
Though this I just can't ah do
I'll take his money because my lil
Bruh be still the got damn truth

My football life despite did tell me
U killed molesters in high school
Sandals.....the real Birchel Devon
Robinson u accomplished the only thing

To withdraw from society
After u have eradicated the black
Woman from every of all thy things
Due to the fact of her dumb ass envy