Just another one

It's like thunder and lightening he hit my heart without warning, the intensity of his touch, his kisses made me blush I never knew I could love another man so much.
I got in so deep, without thinking of the consequences that karma was indeed a creeping bitch.
I left a heart filled with space to be in his , which was already so full.
I became an option and he became confused but whatever the outcome this man will never loose.
He promise he wont leave me, neither will he leave her and now I find my self in the midst of a war  
I submit myself to him as if he was my God, ignoring is fickleness until it got too bad.  
This love thing is a game and may the best player win but a safe player will know exactly when to give in.
When you become a choice dont let a man choose cause if u do you might end up loose so forget all the flattery thou it's never easy to give up just try again and hope for better luck.  
I am moving on, am forfitting this game because I was deceived by thinking he was not the same, but once again! i was wrong, a reflection of my past just another stupid one.