Different

You have shifted my mindset.
Made me want what I could never hope to get.

Press me again, tell me I'm disgusting,
the sweet words creates a rush in me.
The worst actions are a frivolous threat.

I am more different than I anticipated.
I crave death habitually and now I crave mistreatment.

You are more than I calculated. I assumed you were all talk and now I want to hear it all.

Show me your words in ways we can not speak. Don't apologise don't break the tension.

Make me feel weak.