Infatuation

Before stepping into my mind, I cleaned my feet at the door
No more dragging shit in like I've done so many times before
But she was different , the wisp of her words fluttered past my ear
Hammering my anvil, stirring up my cochlea, trapped in my inner ear

Clean of feet she easily entered my mind
Hell, once in there the key to my heart was not hard to find
In through my vena cava weaving her own maze but I never caught her
The redrawing of intricate lines totally out of her mind's architecture

I mistook destruction for rebuilding, unknowingly using her book
Thought that I was face to face with a giver, but she was just another crook
Hell bent to destroy, she used her feminine wilds
The seductive sways of her body, only equaled by a luring smile

As I said every time that I looked at her I only saw creation
The building of a mountain from a single grain, the birth of a relation
Galaxies were being form just from the heat formed between us
Our universe was bulging at the seams, ready to bust

I couldn't see that I had mistaken a black hole for the glory of the sun
She played coy with a heart that she controlled just to see me run
The things that I did, all for what I mistook for love
There just was no way that she was not a gift from the great above

But nothing could had prepared me for the pain headed my way
She was through with this toy and it was time to throw me away
The way that she snuck in, painless and with the ultimate stealth
But this wasn't the same, the doors were flung open with pain as she left

The intricate lines she drew through out my heart and mind
As she withdrew that's when I knew the lines were tentacles extending to my spine
I lost all bravery, willing to succumb to slavery
Willing to die on the stake if she would just favor me

The pain of the withdrawal of the tentacles was so intense
The damage to my heart and mind so immense
Depression became my only defense
Before leaving she put up a rickety picket fence, ensuring that I knew it was just pretense