Going Home

How can I make you all see,
That from this tangled web I have managed to weave, it needs to set me free,
Just leave me alone and let me be,
To have lived this lifestyle for so many years,
Just to walk away from it brings with it so many fears,
For I know that my adventures must come to an end,
I must say good-bye to a very dear friend,
As well as saying good-bye to a dazzling addiction,
I need to become stronger so that I will need restrictions,
My precious babies are so far away,
A big cloud has just moved in front of the suns bright, warm rays,
Tomorrow is a new day, a new adventure,
I know I can do this, I am mature,
With the new day I can start again,
I need to grasp the oppurtunity and go to my babies, this I understand!