Goop from my head

Popping pills dripping nose
All to compose wistful prose
To enter a state of perpetual repose
Stability defined by the petals of a rose
Blanching my dreams so I may know
What is real and what has to go
Snowflakes melting so spring can come
Depositions refined by the barrel of a gun
Numb and dumb under society’s thumb
Stuck on the bottom of a pool like scum
Fused into brittle hair like gum
Thinking how I’ve become to some
A menace a pauper an elegant bum
Smooth as silk only when I’m full of rum
Brazen and bitter when the fun’s all done
Quick to shun the phosphorescent sun
You come undone when every day is a rerun
A party at night purgatory during the day
Sold my soul to my parents dismay
Slinging synthesized smoothies to colorize the gray
Buffets and bouquets of bottled soirees
Straining to observe the blurred pieces of yesterday
Need to x-ray my brain to find the stains
Lacerated across the chains of neuronal plains
Which I find beautiful despite others apprehensions
I’m carving out the means of my maniacal ascension
Freedom from the conventions of this dimension
Malleable militant retentions of complacency
Left out in the open but no one ever sees
What the leaders of our country want us to be
Ignorant sheep so moronic and naïve
Birdbrained bigots grabbing on with glee
To the next vapid idea spewing out of the fervid vending machine
Imbued with sheen to make the unclean gleam
Trying to erase what doesn’t agree
With the white politician’s massive greed
Like fags niggers and dank ass weed
If all the encumbered stood up and decreed
We won’t take this shit anymore so don’t try to suppress us
Checkmate captured your king now drive off in your Lexus
It’s our turn to build a better utopian nexus
But with all these daydreams it’s hard to confess
That every time I watch the news I become depressed
The state of the world is in utter duress
I’m dejected and upset because I can’t fix the mess
Like men with a pretty lady they are trying to impress
It just can’t work if she isn’t intrinsically inspired with decadent desire
If the gaze from her eyes stings like barbed wire
Nonetheless she sets your ectoplasmic soul on fire
You build pyres in her honor she never enquires
Contemplates it for a bit then retires
Drives you crazy but her scent gets you higher
Hear choirs in the murky crossed wires
Forever hoping she’ll sire you out of your mire
I’ve been there before I understand their reservations
The foundation of all nations’ pernicious declarations
The gestation of paranoia the lack of communication
It stripped my innocence and exuberant expectations
Left me with bad vibrations for future generations
An awful taste in my mouth for public relations
Nothing but distain for regulations and bureaucratic operations
The yearning for a prodigious stupendous transition
The crucifixion of repugnant thickheaded politicians
The composition of constitutions pregnant with ambition
Decrepit decaying omissions traded for fruition
Redefinition of theocratic governmental imposition
Juxtaposition of revision with passionate ignition
We should think less about Socratic wisdom more about vision
Love people unconditionally instead of provoking collisions
About whether or not you believe in religious circumcision
Embrace the eccentric instead of instigating reprehension
But I’m only eighteen why should you give a fuck
A dumb college kid stuck in a rut
Don’t listen to my words they’re as worthless as wine
Pour them down the drain until they’re silent as mimes
They lack a spine incessantly whine
Only help to add to society’s decline
They aren’t divine have no royal blood line
Read them only if you want to widen your mind