Silly Heart

You are beautiful to me.
I see it so clearly.
It's captivating.

Am I the only one that sees?
That hears? That feels?
Like I do.

Is beauty just for girls?
Can I say you, a man is beautiful?
Surely so.

I am compelled to be close.
But not you, not for me.
You won't come near.

Am I not beautiful?
Is it not clear?
Am I plain?

Am I the only one unseen?
Ignored? Dismissed?
Surely no?

Is beauty just for other girls?
Can I a nobody, ever be beautiful?
I don't know.

I like you.
I feel it so clearly.
It's calming

Am I the only one that feels?
That sees? That hears?
Like I do.

Are feelings just for girls?
Would you a man, admit to feel?
Surely so

I am compelled to let you know
But not you, not for me.
You don't say anything.

Do I not move you?
Do you not feel?
Am I insignificant?

I can not find words,
or interesting sentences or time or courage or confidence or any of the things I'd need for any of this.

Me a silly dreamer with a silly heart.
Dreaming about love and wishing on stars.

Grow up silly girl.