Conversations that never happened.

Short scenes in a story still being written.
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1.
Hey, Emo chick save me tonight.
I can see you're going to a party
can I come? Is that alright?

2.
I wanted to tell you that I love you
that I'll always be you're son
that I'm so proud of having you
as having you as my example of womanhood
you're the best ,Mum.

3.
I'm just writing how I feel.
Don't want to scare you,trying to keep an even keel.
It's hard you obviously see
for a romantic such as me
to not be carried away,to try to keep it under wraps
avoid recklessness and overwhelming you
that and a thousand other traps.
I wish you knew and could tell me
how you feel,what the warmed hands and head rest
did in your mind suggest.

4.
I saw you as we passed
you eyed me up and down
so tell me girl,what are we gonna do now?

5.
What was the game you were playing with me
to accept me in and then break me down so fully?
Are you so sick and twisted
to stick it to me when I'm down and weak
Who the fuck do you think you are
I'd squeeze that throat of yours if I wasn't so about the turning of the cheek.

6.
Damn your glamourous trails
your life is a collection of epic fails.
I'll look out for you on Jeremy Kyle
with  the cheating partner and the criminal file.
Ha,your words don't worry a thing
I'm worth more than any mere possession you can bring.
You never were the smartest knife in the drawer
I'm an eccentric but what the fuck are you for???

7.
You have no right to treat them like that
you fucking narcisstic twat.
There's nothing Grand about you
You're a Tory,racist homophobic -wife beater too!
Don't talk shit about my dad.
When you're cold in the ground,this village will be glad.

8.
Should I be caring that you're firing me?
You're workers hate you and don't get me stared on this sham of an attempt  at Workplace democracy.
You left a woman without a contract when she's been with you a year
So who's being taken the piss out of here?
I'd love this place reduced to rubble
it's a curse on the world, hellish trouble.

9.
I'm leaving
going away
I need you're advice though
tell me what I should do today?
about love and trying to get by on low pay
trying to make it my own way.