Tearing at the seams

The mind is a crazy place to be in
I mean like thinking deep
Like your observing from above
But hearing the thoughts deep internally
And memories
Hundreds of thousands of images reeling
Almost like time traveling
Then snapped back to reality
I’ve been told I’m disassociating  
I wish I could hold a moment
Just frozen in time but still feel it
Imagine that
Just stop everything
Reaching thru the realities
 Grabbing that feeling
And never letting go of it .
And I hate those sayings
You know the ones like
You don’t know what you got till it’s gone
Or if you knew what you know now back then
Hindsight is 20/20
Because there all fucking true
And it’s bullshit we’re literally taught this to
And still fucking end up doing it
Not appreciating what we got till it’s gone
Wasting time on things that don’t matter really
 In the end
Being selfish because we have to feel good to
But there couldn’t be any other way
Could there
Since the dawn of time we’ve continued to make these mistakes
And we say to ourselves everything happens for a reason
It’s gonna be ok
I think we have to tell ourselves that so we don’t go insane
With the knowledge this entire planet is literally just fucking winging it.
Nobody knows what the fuck there doing
We all just find something distracting
Keeping us from panicking
And tearing at the seams ..