And That's Okay.

I'm so disgusted with myself,
Over the acid inside.
Too long let this hole redefine me,
It crucifies, a crown of lies.

I've got to dig a way out,
But I still cannot decide.
Once more discourse stretched before me
Like parasites, they eat my pride.

I know the past is a trap shoot,
Feels like I'm waiting in line.
Your labels and fates don't align me
But lets testify: Go fuck your life.

My pain's not a prison, it's a ride
And I promise to give it my all.
There's no point in being loathsome,
Let's just say I'm along for the fall.