Nuptial Night

A nuptial night to consummate our love arrives,
I was in fear of violence, pain, blood and the life,
I have been worried that my mind is racing with anxiety,
I have desires, dreams, nightmares and a sense of piety,
Panic is looming high in a moment of freedom in affinity,
I am in an ordeal to evince my purity in terms of virginity,
Time is to learn, earn and grow the love and trust of my mate,
The virility stands to prove his pre-eminence to determine fate,
The time is to surrender my modesty, chastity and morality,
Submit my every desire and dream to the reign of his nobility,
The trust, care and faith in our nuptial are above the sexuality,
 We introduce ourselves gives rise to our affectionate intimacy,
At the same time, our irrepressible sensuality is reaching very high,
My emotions are playing on the roller-coaster to go beyond the sky,
The morality commands me to surrender my innocence to his virility,
He touches with passionate adoration to feel my fresh femininity,                
He approaches my royal seat of love with his first maiden stroke,
I receive shivers of exhilaration to unfold myself to get him more,  
His touches, kisses and hugs take away my fear of vulnerability,
His promises are so comforting to discover solace in his proximity,
I am in the complete submission of heavenly bliss to deflower me,
He snaps my hymen to open an auspicious gate to begin a life as we.
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