where is thy life?

so alone... Why? I try... And hope... But yet am still here... I have no one... And I can see that this is killing... Its taking over my mind... I sit and do nothing.... I think of nonsense... And I hope for deth... the only way out... The back door in life that people over see.... You and I bolf know I cant be helped... I will always be like this... Sadly unborn baby's can't see how lucky they are... To not be born in this evil realm..... Am just so tide, and sick of being alone... I just whant to move on.... Please if you truly whant to help... Take my life... Help me find relief... I would rather die then to stay here...am I the only one? That sees how life really is? Or am I just alone.

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