No love

First let me apologize
I didn’t realize that the truth
The honesty behind the lies
I’m not sure
If it’s because my heart hurts
Or because I’m insecure
You’re not him
He broke my heart
And I’m never gonna be the same
I haven’t been happy since I was with him
My first love did his worst
Broke my heart beyond repair
I can’t cut corners
I’m starting to not give a damn
I’m not sure
Where to go
Baby you’re not him
I’m not really tryin to leave this earth
I don’t know where to turn
I don’t have a heart
It’s still broken
I’ve come to the conclusion
That love is for good people
I’m not sure
That is me
Love doesn’t need well for me
It’s a long way to the end
I think I need to get away
Every day feels like a rainy day
I can’t do it
Not for this new year
I don’t know if it’s because my heart is broken
Or because I’m insecure
I’ve come to the conclusion that
You can’t do any worse
Because every day has been
A rainy day since he left