Becoming the toy dolly

omg I hate how weak I am.
Or is it how weak they made me become.

Holy shit shes a bombshell her eyes on me make me want to beg to serve
She called me dolly and I was weak
Her laugh is like her smile...
Infectionous like chicken pox
Funny how women make me speak German I call her frau der rose
(Lady of the rose)

Oh golly geeze he makes me want to please allow me to submit
Scared in all the right ways
Avoiding eye contact for fear of weakness in my knees
Shy to speak rather be gagged
His dominance is tacit its braking me
Making me internally scream
command me oh master
           Oh  please kind sir paint my ass like a Rembrandt, such stunning work
 is  Picasso blue era painting
It is my reward  marking my ass with
pretty shades of
blue black red and purple  shaded roses

I crave to ask for their permission

But them Together
 I am helplessly weak
Like I got broken knees
Freewill I consent to give up
I beg you please
Command me on my knees
I'll clean or be a toy as you please
 whatever desire they need

Cause I love being called dolly
By someone I realized
I hate how treating me like this
makes me weak in the knees
Its impossible to be
            hard to get i try you see

Mhmm call me dolly and ill do anything
oh God I beg please  


Cause  their nickname for me
          Is dolly you see.