Words aren't enough

Your cold when it counts
Im lonely but words
Aren't enough describe 5 years of pain
I want to say....end my suffering


But you turn away whisper fucking tranny
I blame my self until
I brake into peices and agree
You forced me to do disgusting acts to others you found online.
Crying i was Trying turn myself into
Someone you could.......love.
Your ashamed of me for being transgender
So you hid me from the world
Cheating and lying
"Surgery will make this change "
Hating my body cutting every day
Depression overcame

I could say it's not ok  now...or ever
But words aren't enough
Stockholm syndrome diagnosis
Your abuse Killed me
Never thought you try to kill me
23 stab wound to remind me.
How much you loved me .
Cause words weren't enough
To describe what I've been tho