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Manic
My mind is broken.
Shards of thoughts stabbing into membrane and nerves, setting my senses aflame with remorse and loss.
Emptiness consumes the fragile barrier I have created in desperation for myself, weakened over time by the constant barage of hate and self loathing I have embedded into the walls of my brain.
The ringing in my ears is piercing, like the silent scream that wracks my soul.
Wrenching mind from body.
Separated.
Slowly caving to the festering thoughts.
Like a glitch.
Repeating.
Left entombed in this endless obstacle of my mind.
I'm falling apart.
Crumbling inside.
Becoming so fragile.
Shards of thoughts stabbing into membrane and nerves, setting my senses aflame with remorse and loss.
Emptiness consumes the fragile barrier I have created in desperation for myself, weakened over time by the constant barage of hate and self loathing I have embedded into the walls of my brain.
The ringing in my ears is piercing, like the silent scream that wracks my soul.
Wrenching mind from body.
Separated.
Slowly caving to the festering thoughts.
Like a glitch.
Repeating.
Left entombed in this endless obstacle of my mind.
I'm falling apart.
Crumbling inside.
Becoming so fragile.
Published 20th Feb 2022
| Edited 21st Feb 2022
Author's Note
I suffer from true panic and anxiety disorder, depression, ptsd, mania, and physical ailments. I am constantly in mental, psychological, and physical pain. It is hard somedays to focus on anything because of all of the medications I have to take. I feel like I am losing it at times. Especially lately.
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