hopefully.

im trying my best
why cant anyone see that?
im stressing
please just hug me

tell me it’ll be alright
tell me that your proud of me
please just notice
that im hurting so much
hopefully one day you’ll understand

im so lonely
i have no one to tell that too
im drowing
in the waves of my emotions

im crying so much
i cant stop
it feels like im screaming for help
but no one hears me
hopefully one day you’ll hear my screams

everything and anything
seems pointless
like my life
is a chore

im tired
i dont want to get out of bed
i dont want to do anything
i feel so useless
hopefully one day you’ll see that im tired

smiles everywhere
scars everywhere
my smiles are fake
but you fall for my lies

im just a fool
why cant i tell anyone
im breaking?
why is it so hard to be perfect
hopefully one day you’ll understand that im breaking