Facade

The wife
the kids
the happy home
but yet who really knows what is going on
15 years is what you have had
Still I don’t even think you know the half that you have
You run around like there is no care in the world
Wanting  to have every other girl
The phone calls the messages
I’m not as stupid as you believe
I just keep thinking you will open your eyes and see
You rip and run
returning at your convenience
when is this all to come to an end
how much longer do you think that I can hold on
on the outside I am tough
Yet my interior has grown so weak
What are you going to do, say
When I finally walk away
Will you continue to apply all your flaws to me
Or will you soon learn to take responsibility
Of the person you have made me to be
This is supposed to be through good and bad
But I do believe I have given all I have
The time is running near
Where I will no longer be your dear
And your façade will be no more
This has only become an unhappy home