How can I leave? How can I stay?

Just another day...promises and lies...twisted words and arms....threats and actions...words I can't begin to digest,blaming and accusing,all because your bag is empty,sleep is not something you value or accept as being necessary for survival,
  You pick apart any type of resaon,or action to devalue me,as a human,as your significant other,or treasured partner in life,
nothing said or done is enough or right,walking around struggling for words to say and volume used,frightened by every move made,your hands around my neck,hot iron to burn my face  all because my answers aren't the right ones ,so to punish me becomes the day,hours of torture,not deserved,and promised never again ,only to start at point A everytime forgiven,and only to become worse as time goes on ...
    Must find my peace ,my drama and caos filled life,I cannot LIVE ,the only end will be death or prison,I see this, feel this,please help me god...someone...please help me to be able to move on,move past,please....please....I want a life of peace ,love,and respect..a life I deserve...please...