Sad love

You are the most amazing person I’ve laid eyes on
That I’ve never met
I’m filled with so many beautiful words
I can never say to anyone
That’s sad love
…. Sad love is
I wanna see the sunset in the world through your eyes
…..
I am a freak cause I prefer being alone
I don’t like being touched
But I do like seeing eyes and the life in them ….
I don’t like being happy
Because I don’t know what that is
I assume everything cause I see through everything
… life sucks
I’m plagued with suicidal thoughts
But it doesn’t stop life from sucking
….
I wanna ….