You're Not Worthless

I know i'm just a familiar face in the crowd...
No special qualities
No movie star looks...
Just me.
But I'm sure i have some of the same problems that most of you do.
I used to self harm myself.
I used to spend my nights crying and
Finding various tools to cut open my wrists.
I also used to have an eating disorder
I used to not eat for days at a time
Cause i was so ashamed of how i looked
How i acted
who i was
I've been in your place
I've wanted to die
I've wanted to forget about life
To make everyone's life easier and just disappear...
But that's not true
Your life is valuable
You're not worthless
You're so special and you don't even know it
I know i'm not the best example but I've tried
I haven't hurt myself on purpose in over a year..
And it's not cause my life got any better
It's because I knew about all the people
That would cry over me, My friends
Family, Lovers. I didn't want to bring that pain onto anybody
I've known that pain it's not fun.
I have been working out my eating disorder
Trying to be a better person
Not just for me
But for anybody I want to be a role model
To any kids that struggled with the things I have.....
I'm so grateful for everybody in my life,
I'd be lost without all of you
Thank you
You saved my sanity
And my life
<3