“Tell me about the weather”

It’s cold outside.    
But I don’t feel it.    
    
It’s raining outside.    
But I can’t hear it.    
   
The sky is full of clouds.    
But I can’t look at it.    
   
All I can feel is the warmth of her skin on mine,    
The touch of her lips on me,    
Her hands gripping on to my neck/her nails scratching my back.    
   
All I hear is her heart beating faster as my fingers slip inside her.    
She moans as we move up & down.    
She whispers into my ears “Oh God, take me!”    
   
All I see is how beautiful she is,    
I lose myself in her eyes.    
With her legs around my waist and my hands cupping her bottom.    
   
I’m overwhelmed, way over my head. But I don’t want her to stop.    
   
“Calm down”, she says with her soft voice whilst running her wet fingers through my lips,    
“I understand, I don’t know how this happened either”.    
“All I know is that I’ve wanted this to happen for a long time.”    
   
“Since when?” I asked,    
“Too long” she replied. “But don’t think about that now, don’t talk.”    
“But I have to. I have to say…” – I couldn’t finish that sentence…    
   
She dropped onto the bed, propped into one elbow and slipped her hand in between her legs, without taking her eyes of me for a second.    
“Come closer…”, she said.    
And so I did.    
   
…    
   
I looked outside while resting my head on her legs. It was sunny and warm.