Rant

I wish I was an only child,
Then maybe my parents would actually
Pay attention to my needs and my care.

But no, as the oldest, it's my job
To carry the world, and make sure
It doesn't come falling down.

According to them, I treat my siblings like shit.
But when they get mad, all their anger is suddenly
Our fault.

Maybe if they actually fucking communicated....
Nah, they would never.

Of course I can't take a fucking
Compliment when the only ones I
Get are about my grades.

I'm not pretty, so of course
I am left out.
I walk the line between good and
Bad, because I am a supposed angel.

I hate this.
Someone kill me.

Or take me away.

As long as I'm gone.