Missing

Oh there you are
I have been waiting patiently
For you to reply
My passion burns for you
But there is something missing

You aren't there and I get that
Work
Family
Crisis after crisis

You tell me that you want me
You tell me that you need me
You tell me that I am worth your time
But there is something missing

Getting home late
Trying to squeeze me in your hectic schedule
I am used to the tired days
The barely talking days
Missing
Something is missing
Is it the effort that you claim to but in
Is my overwhelming desire to try for you


Living 6-7 hours away isn't easy
Yet we manage
Somehow.....

But something is missing
I want you to try harder to fill the missing piece
But I don't think you can
Are we too far away
Are we too far apart
I will try harder if you like
I will be kinder when I speak
Give me what I am missing
Give me more of you
If it isn't too much to ask

Missing
Missing
Lost and alone
Tired and forgotten

I feel like I am to a degree
Missing as well
For I will admit
I am not always understanding
I am not always patient
Nor forgiving
But I try
Lord knows that I try

And yet
There is still the missing