Dark World

The world is so beautiful and colorful
So bright and welcoming
But i find it hard to welcome the world
Into my soul. No matter how hard i try
to be happy i cannot allow myself to get too
happy and get high hopes for myself
cause then i get let down and broken
laying on the floor emotionally scared
crying to no one is listening
I shouldnt be here
I shouldnt be alive
But i am so im going to try my hardest
to make your life a living hell like mine is
So baby be ready
Cause you arent gunna make it out alive.