"peek a boo"

  
 
   
    it's a daily struggle; despite space and time; lust, and the fact that it can be blind; you find many ways to distract your mind; though sooner or later that "feeling" arrives; that torture borderline  
   
  on top of that; what if you never had a "bite"; yet it's promoted like hamburgers and fries; truth be told-it effs with one's mind; especially if one's card has been declined more than enough times-  
   
 just teasing away at a natural appetite; just adds more to the question why-one must suffer in this life....