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The Pain didn't Stop, So I will...
It came slowly, silently, little by little in the beginning
It weaved itself around every sensitive and needed element
Gently squeezing the life force towards death
It was beautifully camouflaged with justification, blame, guilt, denial and fear
That the burning of its poison
Almost felt normal, meant to be
Then without warning it destroyed
all of Me
Sudden and constant impact on every nerve
Never ending moments of torture
Taking away all I knew as good
Replacing it with dark wastelands
I am too tired to keep fighting
Finally given up on Hope
The pain just never stops
So I will... So I will
No more beating heart
It weaved itself around every sensitive and needed element
Gently squeezing the life force towards death
It was beautifully camouflaged with justification, blame, guilt, denial and fear
That the burning of its poison
Almost felt normal, meant to be
Then without warning it destroyed
all of Me
Sudden and constant impact on every nerve
Never ending moments of torture
Taking away all I knew as good
Replacing it with dark wastelands
I am too tired to keep fighting
Finally given up on Hope
The pain just never stops
So I will... So I will
No more beating heart
Published 7th Nov 2021
Author's Note
I wrote this as my last words too why I want to die. Almost my solution to find peace too end the lonely torture of my once beautiful soul
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