Back burner

I'm sorry i can't be better. I tried my best and l'll keep trying, but the best version of me Is an off-brand version of you. Growing old is such a fucked up plan. I'l drink my milk until the day i can't. And when that day finally comes my body will shut down. Medicate myself in the meantime, l'll force myself to stay awake well past dawn. and i wouldn't have it any other way. This weight that's on my chest won't up and walk away from me. Add to the list of regrets And i promise l'll get to it eventually.