A little too late

What am I supposed to do!
I don’t want to have to forget you!
I don’t want all of our memories to be for not!
I don’t want those moments to disappear!

Just say you’re not gonna leave me!
Just stay here with me for a while a longer!
Just let me have this…
Just love me like you used to!

God I hate this!
Why do you words have to mean so much to me!
Why do you have to haunt me like this everyday!
Why can’t I let you go…

It’s too late now…
I got accepted…
My life endangering job starts tomorrow…
I wanted to talk to one last time…

I tried everything I could…
But you wouldn’t…
I walked several miles for you…
All I asked was a single step towards me

I wanted that one last phone call
That one last conversation
It’s too late now…
God knows I loved you…

And god knows I tried
That I gave everything!