Pain

You say you love me...
Yet you leave.
Does any one see me?
Never caring
never knowing
How much pain I'm really holding.
Too tired to fight..
Maybe the pain will end tonight..
Silenced no more
I'm walking out that door
Don't stop me...
I won't listen....
Maybe this time I won't miss him
 I know no matter how hard I fight..
Tonight... in the silence....
I'm going to cry
like I do every night.