hurt

 
I'm inside the pain shining in rebellion
I will not cry bitter tears
I bite my lip to stifle feelings that well
I ache within the sorrow
but its not like me give in, so I walk on
leaving pieces of my heart as I go

surreal honesty so much hurt in this life
hard truth please lie to me
I can't hack it
its just an act, my touch side
a bad one

cynical depression tells me I'm going to break
I'm surprised I got up today
but then I don't have a choice
it could be worse
I could be locked up--
in the eternal correctional facility for the defective
sorry this one didn't work out
she's cracked

(mad laughter from the gallery)

so I keep pushing through
I don't want to know what's coming
heckled by the angels

I go on