My Suicide note

Dear reader,               The death that comforts my soul is welcoming.
I now feel that any pain suffered was well deserved by my filthy muddy self
selfishness and bitterness ate me up
but was never directed towards any one single person.
I tried to control this dependency.this nude obsession,this passion but i was found weak and not able to power my own being,sorry i had many accquaintances many people to talk to.
To all of you:tanks for the time,i hope truely that i have been too much of an inconvinience, too much hassle,too much pain and irritability..once again i will sincerely say to you all.am terribly sorry..my life had just been cramped up..i tried to take it out on myself rather than the one who is reading this..but still i luv u all exept 4 tara,simeon,christian,ken and fuck you mary you broke my heart..i hate you debi coz you pushed me to this...and umm one more thing..may you be for ever with a broken heart..till we meet again...
Yours truely
presius rukeysxz