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Do you ever feel like parts of your life are deja vu in a dream?

I get these peculiar thoughts, some more peculiar than others.

I am deeply pleased that I have inspired you to write these beautiful words.

The accompanying song is killer.

(as I read there was an entire stanza that I felt I had read before, in a dream.)

hello dearest Cipher I have deja vu a lot usually it's ominous in tone...I find it really interesting this write gave you deja vu I think it was both your write and you yourself that inspired this a strange thing happens when I write with people or focus on them...it's like I get connected to them weird I know but true... thank you for the love on this write it's deeply appreciated❤

Condemned when we die, condemned when we live. I recently let this theory root itself in me, that the afterlife should not be perceived as kinder to the passing spirit, that the nature of man will remain a constant variable in both worlds that determine experiences dealt. Damned if you do, damned if you don't, but who holds the gavel and who carries out the sentence. Seeing as I don't know, I agree with you Crim. Live your life freely anyways. 'Cause it's probably not going to be a different path to happiness on the other side, just a similar mirror image of this place and its obstacles :/ But I'm cynical :) and tired.

hello dearest poet it's interesting you should bring that up just lately I'd been thinking along those lines basically that the same people we are in life will continue later... I don't believe we will all of a sudden be great people later living in some type of utopia... it makes no sense... not only that we wouldn't be ourselves anymore if that were the case... I feel I've likely come through this Earth a time or two to the worse or betterment I'm unsure but I just don't imagine a place we go where everything is finished it would become stagnant I think we are on a continued journey of growth... in any case all I can be is me I've tried to be different but it doesn't work does it? thank you for the very thought provoking comment...

You would indeed not be yourself if utopia was the end result. It's even alluded to in the old testament, the spirit being stripped of all earthly knowledge to enter paradise. Ef that, if it's the case, but I agree that it's highly improbable. Thank you for the thought provoking poem, love. You're always reading my damn mood.

"into the fray with dire outcome
sin today pay on the morrow
death cares not the end
should it be messy and cruel
or be it found in a timely fashion"
I've been asking myself similar questions. Not sure if it's just the times, or me getting older, but I wonder what I'll have to pay for when the bill comes due.

Excellent write.

thank you dearest Wally for sharing I think I think upon it because I am getting older the unknown can be daunting even having faith I don't know if I line up... well in any case all we can do is be truly ourselves I'm not sure about anything else... I deeply appreciate your thoughtful comment💕