too human

        
       
       
  a deep seeded depression....      
       
 static gray lenses; very poor reception; staring into others' eyes-questioning the concept of "connections"        
       
          
   a brain in shock that can not stop, indefinite infections; then numb comes through like music or an audio expression;        
       
       
  as if to reassure one's self-no point in second guessing; one's "unarmed" in a universe that promotes "smith & wesson"(or any other "weapon")        
       
       
 jam packed up examples and everyone's/everything's a teacher/lesson; "classes" that stay in session; around the clock it's testing....        
       
       
one often contemplates this place, while laying down just resting; like the what's, why's, when's, and some times how on "earth" one ended up in this flesh....one's mind eventually resets....