Control

It’s so hard to maintain
What will drive you insane
It’s hard to find the courage
To hide what bothers you inside
You do your best to let it slide
But you can’t control
What’s lies in your mind
You can’t control
What’s in your soul
You can’t take the toll
There’s only so much to control
Your sense is tingling
And your barely breathing
Your becoming numb
You stop feeling
And start screaming
Because you can’t control it anymore
The weight adds on more
Attacking your inner core inside
You try your best to get by
But it’s so hard to control
It takes a toll
On your soul
Only so much you can sustain
Only so much agony and pain
You lose control
It drives you insane