Seasoned Insecurities

 
the things I’ve left unsaid
have grown into resentment
it’s now time for me to repent
please forgive me for my silence

I need to regain some independence
redraw the line of responsibility
expectations and personal limitations
outweigh my daunting insecurities

contributions that were unrequited
I’ve tried being your suga' mama
but I just can’t go on like this
because, babe, I love you more

than the unspoken words
would have you believe
we just need to work harder
at both of our shortcomings

please goddess, don’t leave me
we have to face these ugly feelings
mental illness may be one reason
but make no mistake

I only love you more through these seasons