Not Yet a Psychopath

Write dark stories,

dark songs,

dunno how to fully escape the darkness.

Fascinated,

entranced.

Yet not in too deep.

I don't think.


I'm not yet a psychopath.


I've met worse,

tormented souls

who give me mental health tolls.

I just want someone to "get" me,

but the people who get me

can trick me.

And I'm no one's damn pawn,

no one's dark void they can roam.


I ain't in the bottomless pit;

I'm at the top looking down.

Even I know I don't deserve a crown.


I'm not yet a psychopath.


I don't understand selfless love

Wouldn't die for no one,

not even J.

Wouldn't murder for no one,

no more jail stay.

Wouldn't cry too much.

Wouldn't worry too much either.


I'm not yet a psychopath.


I would scare the normies,

but would humor the freaks.

Been told I'm weird or heartless.

Even been told that a sociopath bf would love me.

Just attract the broken.

Because I'm broken too.


But I'm not yet a psychopath.

I'm not yet a psychopath.


No matter my darkness,

just want to be loved too.

(Just want to be loved too)

That's all I want at the end of the day.

I'm just like you;

you just don't know...

the truth

when it's right in front of you.


I'm not yet a psychopath.


Almost married a man into knives

and almost lost my v-card to a man who hated cops.


But I'll never quite be a psychopath.

Fuck that shit.