Castle of pain

The world went dark and my mind went blank
As I laid here in bed
While millions of thoughts races through my head
I pick up the razor and put it to my wrist
Knowing that with one cut
Everything will go away
And take this pain away
And the sorrows with it
Your imprisoned in your own castle
Castle of pain
You struggle with the demons within
Just to fail
Seem to loose touch with reality
I just want the pain to go away
I'm in a castle of pain
My is mind is racing