Anonymous Bystander; The Black Dahlia's stalker

Outside this club I might've not posed as your bouncer..        
Inside nor am I your bartender..         
I only impersonate as an anonymous          
bystander..             
I shared some of my thoughts with many among which is Madame Lavender..          
I feel like you need to know I am a person of certain standards..            
              
                 
The hell! All these souvenirs?..         
       
Yes! Of course, Darling        
       
The doctor wrote me a prescription for special medication called Alluvia..          
Maybe I like keeping all I decapitated, the pantyhoses and the body parts I took from the dismembered corpse of Black Dahlia..            
           
Am I a sadist?                
Don't mind my rhetoric..          
I am a masochist..                
You see I am kind of euphoric.          
       
         
         
The fuck! You think we in Utopia?..        
       
If you know the journey all through like in the movies Terminator and Predator..
I survived all those scenes as a passenger..              
In the school I am a truant, not always an attender..              
God! forbid am not your carpenter..              
Though it's life I might've happened to be a janitor..        
But for her I got an agenda..      
I got so much temper..    
That even my resignation I tender..      
And thanks to God am not some pretender..              
               
I will be nice though I often rage and fight, but please note I do this only for my right and this is the code I stand by..           
Leave aside your merchandise..                
These days we kind of let ourselves got baptized, though it is not everyday Damon and the others bathe me in holy water..