a vampire's need

spiraling out of control
deeper into my darkness I go
sure to conjure a face to turn you on

where is my covering?

my soul is exposed
lily pink pleasure quivering with her need
blood orchid opening slowly
blooming on the winds so tenderly
can you hear my siren song
lilting on the winds
the fates are calling and I shiver
I love you guys
you are my men

how did we get so far apart?

was it me who drifted away?

did I grow up when you weren't looking?

I'm still introverted and shy
peaking shyly at you
red gaze checking you out on my periphery
insidious need rises and I pull away
hiding my face like I always do

Lilith rises inside me
and you are charmed and pissed
you know it's my facade
baby I break from the love of you

it hurts to admit
you don't feel it
i'm always going to be the girl from the neighborhood
your boyish tomboy long legged colt

don't touch you don't dare I'm too young
my undertow too strong
your strong resolve flickers and you tumble
into my eyes you drown
then with force tell me no
little one with the gentle heart
you won't break me with your innocence
hush now some day you'll evolve into the woman I know is there
I cry angry tears you don't accept the lady in front of you

spiraling into the aether
lighting the night phantasmal
we make love and bare fruit
you see your face in mankind
in every creed and race
claim your offspring openly they will inherit

spike my drink and sip on my pain
I will covet your dark touch
into my psyche you plunge
in and out up and down you reach

I'm coming down on you in waves
reach the heavens then peak
come together then retreat
it's fate fucking violence
raising chaos

enter enter into the void with confidence
here you will find the children of the horde coupling
coveting the need cherishing the pain

I will rise
falling easily into my place
cream rises to the top

I am woman
see my flaws and know I am a masterpiece of brokenness