Hunger Pains

This hunger is a sickness
I don't how I'm gonna make it though
I've often said that Im fortunate
 it's not heroin or booze
Yeah I can function
Just fine on the outside
But deep down I'm dying every day
The night time hits me hard
Seems to last until forever
I use to have forever
Now I feel old


Something triggers
 I still don't where it comes from
Been to counselling
 Ran up mountains and through walls
Can't seem to kick
this secrete habit of mine
Those who know me
know I drive myself forward
 They also know how vulnerable I am
And all the issues I deal with
When this tower falls
And someday it will
I just hope
It doesn't rebuild It's self come morning