Progress

I'm pondering in these ponds as they reflect a image that is me
Or what seems to be me

I glimpse up at the stars because  I know they absorb  the sunlight so they can shine bright

I dream of dreams so I don't have to dream  about something  that I am not

I don't want to live in a fairy  tail  but  a fairy tail ending is what I wish

I can't fish but my mind always  gets the biggest catch  of negatively  to mess with my mood

I want to be a man  but I am just a boy thinking I am a man while  I still play with toys

I know in life I will never be enough  to satisfy what hungers inside 

For now I am  surrounded  by my shadows that darken my path  forward and suppress my progress