This pain they call love

This was the last straw she went too far this time

                    Vindictive lies no matter the cost no matter the rhyme

She says that she loves but her love has gone cold

                      These third-dimensional energies will get left in the old

This spirit of mine is fierce, strong but also brittle

                       And these head games you play are just A petty riddle

These emotions  run deep through my soul

And the more I resist the less I control                                                

                      I thought I was happy but the truth is I'm lost

Toxic emotions leek out and I start paying the cost

 These paths that I have travelled plays over in my mind

to acknowledge my pain I must leave bits of my soul behind                                                                                                             All of these feelings once concealed, at the seams now there bursting                                                  

craving your touch for your love I am thirsting

all these mixed feelings not happy not sad

                 but I have to be thankful for all the love that I had                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              

but bear with me know and I promise you'll see

                                                 I turn into the man I was always meant to be    
This does not mean a reunion for the damage has been done.
 I have forgiven but never again will I see the you I loved when our hearts were once one.