Colorblind

The life I once had just hasn't been real I feel
Gave myself up to the love I knew would never yield
Waiting and missing like everything's it could never be revealed
Captured her lies like a gimble every turn so unreal
 
I might have done a lot of things wrong but I guess
You know just how to find your way back to my bed
Aware that you're with me on the wings of regret
Your face is smiling as you walk out the door instead
 
Gave me all your trouble to take you to another level
I'd like to say your troubles were no longer special
And we ended up leaving nothing but the end of idle
Heartbreak story has been told on a daily became my ritual
 
Colorblind from all your lies,
Blurry eyes, this was all animated
Colorblind from the light,
The false vibe was heavenly sedated
Colorblind from the sign,
Line by line, I am now wasted
Colorblind by your side,
When I dreamt we were happily married!