With All of My Love

I have scared you enough
With all of my love.
I don’t know where the stars are
Though they once led me home.
Now I have wandered far
And I am alone.

And it’s all my fault
You have been so cold.
And it’s all my fault
That you stole my heart.

I see all around me
That I am not here.
And it is no longer clear
If you are real.
It seems I only see
What we try to conceal.

And it’s all my fault
You have been so cold.
And it’s all my fault
That you stole my heart.

And I cannot come true,
I can only run from you
And if I am dead,
I don’t know what it means.
And the tears that I’ve bled—
It must be more than it all seems.
I would run to you with my heart
Bearing the sting when we are apart.

© 2021 Marten Hoyle