Dream State

I'm having illogical dreams, Sweet possible scenes, Or bad enough to make me want to scream, And never go back to sleep
Pools of thoughts poured into my brain that rots
Channeling through my imaginary t.v, trying to figure out what went wrong
Every time I investigate, I find myself starting to turn in liquid and  cascade into a mind state, that I could either be afraid or shed tears from all the pain
I cant move, grab someone just to see what I go through this will be something I cant prove, So i grab my pen and try to paint
The everyday that my brain trys to fade away
Stuck in my hiding space, releasing hurt from all the brain waves
Before I can figure out whats going on I trade places
New problems to begin to face, New reasons why I should of died yesterday
But it isn't letting me... I see disturbing things, Evil human beings
I once saw a dog jump off a tall building...
Asking if anyone's willing.. to listen
Just glisten on this nightmare I want to reminisce
See if you can feel the bliss of the madness walking around half pissed
The ring of friction in my ear gets louder.. That's when my world becomes an outer...place
Rhymes can only speak for half of the daze
Stuck in a craze, my mind is just a never ending maze
In return every day is the same day it will never change