Practice

Since the day life decided to hit I’ve been out of it ,lost in hazy place left with not too much to say confused and in anger I fuse with pain. No much more I can take, burning shoulder mind ablaze. Stress have overwhelmed and overridden  my thinking faculties hijacked deep in me  tightly embalmed Because of my fear
Fear is what’s driven me here Captive to it I haven’t escaped I’ll find another way . In my feelings I dissipate scoring in the new game learning just how to stand on my feet without falling and bending my knees it’s been a hard way didn’t know how long it would take but I’m rather ok when I’m in the safe place. Vulnerable feelings something I sometimes can’t stand and I land in my hands thinking I’m mad . A hoarse coursing onto some pebbles and stone tabling and cobbling till it reaches home but it’s not the most sure on were it will go. The trail unknown I just wanna know I’ll make enough to survive the forthcoming strikes of the thundering night claps above the walkway and deepening uncertainty in the wind.